(((already/now…)))
that’s the love as much as anything;
the letting be of what has been;
what is and will be;
offering space for anything to become anything;
absolute freedom of expression;
how extraordinary it has been, is, and will become;
not exactly forgiveness; but neither just understanding;
a kind of openness may be;
the always present taking in of all of it in awe that it even is!
already kinda awesome, isn’t it?
and isn’t that the love, too?
even in this?
just being in it?
with it?
isn’t it?
💕
how about now…
to describe what uncomfortable can feel like:
a sort of pressure behind the face, a bit like tingling but denser, and the inner nostrils are on fire from the cool air.
the heart is pumping, rhythmically and firmly, maybe faster than usual but it’s not usually given this much attention either.
the skin feels a little on fire in a mild way, still especially the face and around the nose but all down the front of the body also.
occasionally quivers, like the shivers of cold but temperature is not their source…
a wondering of pushing and chasing as is often the case alongside such sensations…
and this is where I remain…
now…
… and it’s kind of beautiful…
… awesome to be experiencing…
… and just to be…
… with…
💕