(((form…)))

thinking happening…
well, something happening…
feel-ing more like a translator (if even that) than a think-er…
like those two hyphenates(sp?)((above)) — “feel” and “think” — liking how that turned out without really knowing why…
some recognized pattern or associated underlying meaning maybe?
but still, there was no real deciding to do it or to enjoy it…
there has been no particular intention to move things in this particular direction…
words and lines appear in the same way breath moves through the lungs, but how they appear…
because English is the only language i know well, because i’ve learned a particular vocabulary over time, because cert-ain pattern((s)) of interpretation have developed through various experiences and influences, and whatever else…
what might thinking be without all of that?
what is a thought without any form through which to express it?
does (would) it even exist?
and what then would thinking be?

thinking, sensing, perceiving — phenomena…

breathing…
noticing…
being…

open, aware, present…
whatever is…
nothing excluded (including exclusion)…
here…
now…
this…

being is (just a thought?)…

… an unconditional yes to experiencing…
(and yet all (or at least so much) just thinking…)

💕