(((going under…)))

this has been given some thought (ha!)…
what is this thought before it’s this thought?
or, more specifically, what is this question before it’s this question?
wonder? curiosity? uncertainty or unknowing?
what is the nature of such things that give((s)) rise to such a ques-tion as this?
how and why has this question come to be, and in this form?
from what, where, and/or whom does this question arise?
is there a “before” or some substrate/foundation/background to this question that isn’t just more thinking and, if so, what (when/where/who) is it?
why ask?
why wonder?
why this…

thinking, sensing, perceiving — phenomena…

breathing…
noticing…
being…

open, aware, present…
whatever is…
nothing excluded…
here…
now…
this…

… an unconditional yes to experiencing…

💕

not sure how relevant it’ll end up being, but a line from a song by Evanescence just came to mind — 🎼“I’m going under…”🎶 — Going Under.