(((in(di)visible…)))

stop stopping anything…
if anything, see only that nothing is already (not) happening… that there is nothing to be seen…
perhaps “enlightenment” is indivisible from openness to ceasing (purposefully? intentionally?) pursuing anything at all…

thoughts, sensations, perceptions — phenomena…
(so many voices overlapping; attention being given more to volume than proximity. listening more to rhythm, dancing of words, than following content of conversations)

breathe… <deep breaths…>
(amazing how frequently full deep breathing fades into shallow breaths (limited ventilatory motion — more efficient ((less conscious effort))? less distracting (closer to stillness)?))
notice…
rest in awareness…
(gripping notebook, resting in the lap, shifting slightly with each pen stroke, little contractions and relaxations of of intrinsic hand muscles somehow creating (relatively) legibible (collections of) symbols conveying collectively ((generally)) agreed-upon general meanings turning this ((into))(or maintaining this as) a whole entry seemingly comprised of many individual ((ultimately indivisible (without altering said meanings))) parts)

open, aware, present…
here…
now…
this…

<chiropractic appointment, grocery pickup, don-ation dropoff, carwash, exhaustion…>

being is en-ough…
(not even the ((perceived)) will to jokingly argue; wish-ful if anything)

… an unconditional yes to experiencing it/at all…
(reminded of and grateful for a con-versation with Alfie last night)

(love) 💕