(((speed round…)))

or “not even…” or “and…”

(((this is gonna be a bitch to type…)))

what seems like multiple thoughts about where this might go… (over the course of the last several minutes)…
speed round (title?): words: go!
thought, think, thinking, stress, tight, tension, sore soreness, aware, awareness, nausea, iced, coffee, green, tea, stretching, memory, stored, saved, identity, fiction, imagination, imagining, pain, right, left, wrong, bad, good, sin, god, devil, demon, satan, religion, faith, grace, hope, act, action, do, doing, nothing, no, one, everything, everyone, all, none, this, now, here, who, what, when, time, why, where, how, purpose, meaning, word, love, kindness, kind, distinction, separation, distinct, separate, together, apart, closeness, distance, oneness, isness, is, nothingness, beingness, being, is (((just noticing it was repeated))), be, me, you, us, them, we, i, just, words, sounds, symbols, message, communication, commune, worship, fear, anxiety, depression, life, sensation, feeling, emotion, compassion, relate, relationship, subject, object, physical, matter, exist, existence (((wondering if this was used again later, but unsure))), dream, mind, body, infinite, infinity, universe, before, beyond, after, dying, death, end, reincarnate, incarnate, wheel, off, cycle, round, around, above, below, orbit, gravity, pull, push, force, attraction, aversion, attachment, intention, attent-ion, desire, longing, movement, material, physics, quantum, space, travel, empty, emptiness, fullness, nirvana, en-lighten, enlightenment, instant, moment, never, always, whatever, happen, happens, happened, happening, running, out, in, at, the, question, answer, find, look, seek, wish, believe, belief, doubt, trust, disgust, discuss, conversation, conversion, transition, change, other, another, wondering, wonder, if, repeat, re-peating, hyphen, continuation, continuing, continue, don’t, stopping, keep, going, stop…
all just words…
maybe not even…

thoughts, sensations, perceptions — phenomena…
(“perceptions” and “phenomena” would’ve been good ones)

breathe…
(movement (already used), move, motion, inspiration, inspire, exhalation, exhale, respiration, perspiration, sweat, work, effort, trying, point, pointless, purpose-less, meaningless, imagined, fictional, play, playful, actor, acting, performance, facade, mask, masking, pretend, pretending, done, image, care, careless, worth, worthy, Rachel, Alfie, mom, dad, Sherri, Brittany, Steve, José, Meredith, Katie, Katherine, Kitty, cat, Giena, Tom, Liz, Mary, Zeke, name, pronoun, identification, outside, endless (((maybe also repeated later))), world, universe (not sure if this one came up already or not (((it did)))))
notice…
(“notice” and “noticing” are also good ones)
rest in aware-ness…
(so is “rest” and “sleep”; close (near), close, shut, open, openness, freedom, free, unbound, boundless, edge, edgeless, define, definition, indefinite, indefinable, spell, spelling, incomprehensible, comprehend, see, touch, touching, touched (((remember (another good word) noticing words with available alternate meanings like “touched” (physical or emotional), but didn’t want to disrupt the thread (as is happening now)))), taste, smell, feel, ask, receive, give given, giving, share, release, let, letting, allowance, allowing…
(swirls of words float-ing around like bills in one of those “catch all the money you can” games with the clear box and fan setup; all of those are great words, too… will, those, catch, like, swirls, float…
ocean, wave, drop, molecule, atom, proton, neutron, electron, science, discover, discovery, realize, realization, bathroom, urine, pee, urination, break, pause, rush…)
(fart, finish, done, relax, relaxed, embarass (((misspelling (tried to misspell misspell, too)))), embarass-ment, shame, guilt, hide, hiding, reveal, revelation, relevant, irrelevant, connect, connection, oppose, opposing, opposite, conflict, fight, war, disagreement, disagree, agree, agreement, reconcile, reconciliation, keep (((already used?))), make, create, creation, spontaneous, follow, lead, direct, guide, educate, inform, beg, begging, hurt, hurting, grief, loss, suffer, suffering, away…))

open, aware, present…
(oh yeah! “present” and “presence” and “presenting”; require, demand, relinquish, evaporate, mist, gas, diffuse, miss, missed, hit, punch, kick, scream, ice cream, cold, hot, temperature, temporary, impermanent, perm, hair, really, reaching…)
whatever is happening…
nothing excluded…
(boom! “excluded” and “excluding” and “exclusion” and “exclude” and “antonym” and “synonym” and “synonymous”: curious, curiosity, investigate, investigation, verb, exploration…)
here…
now…
this…

being is enough…
(“enough!”; exclamation, efficient, sufficient, blind, blindly, piñata, reuse, avoid, avoidance, background, noise, rambling, silence, silent, chaos, organize, organization, organized, organ, instrument, part, liver, heart, lung, system, coherent, coherence, harmony, rhythm, compulsion, impulse, impulsive, intuition, tired, tire, tires, car, truck, automobile, auto, automation, automatic, bring, brought, bring (((again already?))), have, having, lost, found, station, stationary, paper, pen, stillness, double, triple, unknown, unknowable, quadruple, math, mathematics, path, movie, film, story, tell, speak, mute…)

… an unconditional (“unconditional!”) yes (“yes!”) to experiencing (“experience!” “experiencing!”) it/at (“it” and “at”!) all…

(over, love… all just words… maybe not even (title?: “not even”) 💕

((“forever” and “eternal” and “eternity” and “endless” (maybe already used that)))((eye roll, laugh (((🙄😂)))💕))
((addiction, resist, resistance, friendship, friend, lover, intimate, intimacy, closeness, welcome, welcoming, hug, embrace, hold, love, again, and…))💕
((title?: “and”))((face-palm, laugh (((🤦😆)))))