(((unsure…)))

unsure about today… it’s like pretending to search for what is already and can never be found…

thoughts, sensations, perceptions — phenomena…

breathe. notice. rest in awareness…
(really? that’s it?)

open, aware, present… whatever is happening… (joy in mean-inglessness?)… nothing excluded… (new goal in BeatSaber: just to get all the way through Danger by ? (had to look up Teminite x Boom Kitty), even if by dropping it down to 50% speed (60% was crazy enough))((…)) here/now/this…
(addicted to experiencing? maybe to (novel?) physical sensation (including those elicited by thinking)?)

being is enough…

… an unconditional yes to experiencing it/at all…