(((no title)))
on my the phone now, after morning routines, but before a single sip of coffee or any handwriting — everything’s already all out of order any way doing things in the middle (link) of other things again, but this time like, a single thing interrupting a different single thing…
anyway…
while pouring coffee, a thought began, something about being about the details of things, and what details actually are, so a definition for these purposes was… i guess it kinda just kinda… formulated, which was something like “the smallest and/or most specific elements of a thing or experience one is capable of appreciating”, or a sort of “smallest noticeable distinction”, or maybe really any noticeable distinction could be considered a detail, even if considerably large…
anyway…
that lead right into “what the details of absolute oneness or wholeness or unity might be…” and then “what details? detail is distinction and there would be no such distinction(s) unless any such distinction was somehow created, but could inherent oneness or wholeness or unity truly ever split? perhaps. or maybe it could simply imagine so…
details: you are the only one who has ever, does, and will ever experience this exact thing in this exact way; you are the experience of every “detail” of experiencing, all happening in ‘real time’, constantly, effortlessly…”
sat down with hot coffee a little while ago…
no idea what temperature it might be now, but we’ll see…
(mmm… still warm)
😊🥰
((wishing i could somehow effectively sum it all up without leaving out any details and without including every single one consciously, simply because it’s probably simply impossible to do so, and honestly, it would take FOR-EV-ER! 😂))
(((you are inseparable from this experience and i am grateful for your presence, your existence…
i think you are (probably, but not ‘probably’ in the sense that you’re ‘probably extraordinary’ — you definitely are — but ‘probably’ in terms of the possibility of the description below; it’s just a belief — just thinking — but i enjoy it) an extraordinary living creating ‘detail’ of absolute, oneness, wholeness, beingness, knowingness, awareness… all the names, whatever…
that, to me, makes everything about you, about your experience, extraordinary… and i would love to know you, even just to see, hear, touch, taste, smell you once, even if i can only (to) imagine you, and i would love for you, in that this moment, whatever it is, even if being imagined, to know that i love you;
that you are loved…
(just?) because you are. 🥰)))